Jessie is Jesse Now

It was my first time, since the innovation of the term first kiss. I was there feeling it as if I an absentee cupid. As a given name Jessie is a plural for Jesse; which means simply lineage of Kings, The Grand-Father of David. It always failed me to believe that I ca be plural in essence, a very private person yet being  viewed as a character of a populist. Although it occurred to me that I am in an age that will be on the verge of total maturity. Twenty-Six turning Twenty-Seven in three months time. By the way my birthday is December twenty-four, nineteen eighty-three. They say I am a lucky ghetto kid from the block who never enjoyed the company of my family; I was always being part of a bigger crowd and seemingly enjoyed it. Until I had come into what I am now, the pit of realizing how sad it is to be a clear element transparent abstract in nature and just lazy to make long pronouncements, straight to the point.

In my growing years of persistent hindrance to what is noisy and what is just simply loud, I have come into making my self truly the person I did not wish to be. Probably, less of what is me is actually the real me inside or the reverse of the truth I portray on my own pleasure. As they say the more I put my self in a clear glass point of view; the more I feel so alone. The distraction I built to escape or deny what is real has now come into a greater perspective, which is not totally me.

 To end the dilemma that history and I had made believed to have existed, I wish to change my name from Jessie Paul M. Valencia to Jesse V. Davis and will remain as my name till I have to.

How dramatic life can be, as it is a fact that a probability of guilt holds only admissible evidence, If I need to go to court to make this a legal tender I will; it is chilled here and I wish I'm getting the best of what I am supposed to feel.

Hossein Derakhshan

Nothing on my side suggest that I should take unknown as my cousin to practicing vulgarity, but since when did blogging became so extinct in some territories becomes a power tool of democracy to some. I am not muslim and I quote this probable scenario as something limiting to a nation that can even prove power is not by control or voluntary act of anarchy; no offense to my muslim friends but how can Hossein Derakhshan, get unjustifiable sentence?

If my will tells me to respect others and go beyond my borders, I will. But does this mean further diplomatic negotiations toward a nation starving for world domination, or ultimate souping up attention that is not supposed to provoke international out-cry for fair democracy.

By the way this not the routine portions of this blog. This use it to purely discover and theorize the workings of justice and its importance to peace and economic sustainability.

Welcome to my coco's nest.

If family is the most basic function of society, and if the need for honesty as per reflect of what is the ultra movements of environment. This blog is my dedication to art and its cunning effect on my relationship to my family and the world events, as I get enveloped in a family that gives me inspiration to be my best vulgar self.